Tuesday, August 28, 2007
"real love stories, never have ending"
tama diba. I got strucked by this line and i ended up smiling. Maybe our relationship was a "REAL LOVESTORY". We've been through so many down and few ups. Sa loob ng 6 years of friendship and 2 years 3 months na serious relationship super dami na naming pinagdaanan. We are not your typical couple na pacute. Pero cute kami kaya nga cute si Kio. I miss him so much. Kaya nga pag naalala ko siya di ko mapigilan na umiyak. I just needed someone to talk to kasi sobrang depressing yung estado ko dito, and I just wanted him to be that. Words of encouragement lang ang kailangan ko from him. Ofcourse, we're too far from each other but just simple sweet words can make me happy. I know hindi talaga siya showy, but for me he's the sweetest person (of course KIO is also sweet :) ) He's the only one who can sweep me off my feet. Too corny diba, pero for a person in love and really wanted to be loved that's a big thing. The only people I wanted to be loved is KIO and JEGO. I love my boys so much. And I dream because of them. I hope our love story really never end. Even though we fight a lot, we have lots of miscommunication and misunderstandings. But still It's you whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life. It's you whom I wanted to make lots and lots of NYOR. It's you whom i wanted to grow up with and see our nyors grow up being the best person they wanted to be. It's you whom i wanted to travel the world. It's still you whom I wanted to sleep with and still wake up with you still by my side.
Since our not so oh formal break-up I stopped dreaming with you. I just dream for me and Kio. I stopped thinking of weddings and lots and lots of nyor. In fact I was planning to get a whole back piece tattoo. Only wedding can stop me because I was thinking of my "future" wedding gown. I don't want to cut my hair short because you love it. Everything and anything about us I tried to forget. But I failed to forget. I was reminiscing more and more. And I want more about us.
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