For the people who's feeling low but no one to turn to this song is for you. (It actually boost up my feeling when i was feeling low)
A BETTER SON/DAUGHTER by RILO KILEY
Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move Awake but cannot open my eyes And the weight is crushing down on my lungs I know I can't breathe And I hope someone will save me this time And your mother's still calling you insane And I swear that it's different this time And you tell her you give in to the demons that possess her and that god never blessed her insides Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things Crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide And you loved things just because Like the sick and the dying And sometimes when you're on You're really fucking on And your friends they sing along And they love you But the lows are so extreme That the good seems fucking cheap And it teases you for weeks in its absence But you'll fight and you'll make it through You'll fake it if you have to And you'll show up for work with a smile And you'll be better And you'll be smarter And more grown up and a better daughter or son And a real good friend And you'll be awake You'll be alert You'll be positive though it hurts And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends And you'll be a real good listener You'll be honest You'll be brave You'll be handsome and you'll be beautiful You'll be happy
Your ship may be coming in You're weak but not giving in To the cries and the wails of the valley below And your ship may be coming in You're weak but not giving in And you'll fight it You'll go out fighting all of them
8:40 AM
"real love stories, never have ending"
tama diba. I got strucked by this line and i ended up smiling. Maybe our relationship was a "REAL LOVESTORY". We've been through so many down and few ups. Sa loob ng 6 years of friendship and 2 years 3 months na serious relationship super dami na naming pinagdaanan. We are not your typical couple na pacute. Pero cute kami kaya nga cute si Kio. I miss him so much. Kaya nga pag naalala ko siya di ko mapigilan na umiyak. I just needed someone to talk to kasi sobrang depressing yung estado ko dito, and I just wanted him to be that. Words of encouragement lang ang kailangan ko from him. Ofcourse, we're too far from each other but just simple sweet words can make me happy. I know hindi talaga siya showy, but for me he's the sweetest person (of course KIO is also sweet :) ) He's the only one who can sweep me off my feet. Too corny diba, pero for a person in love and really wanted to be loved that's a big thing. The only people I wanted to be loved is KIO and JEGO. I love my boys so much. And I dream because of them. I hope our love story really never end. Even though we fight a lot, we have lots of miscommunication and misunderstandings. But still It's you whom I wanted to spend the rest of my life. It's you whom I wanted to make lots and lots of NYOR. It's you whom i wanted to grow up with and see our nyors grow up being the best person they wanted to be. It's you whom i wanted to travel the world. It's still you whom I wanted to sleep with and still wake up with you still by my side.
Since our not so oh formal break-up I stopped dreaming with you. I just dream for me and Kio. I stopped thinking of weddings and lots and lots of nyor. In fact I was planning to get a whole back piece tattoo. Only wedding can stop me because I was thinking of my "future" wedding gown. I don't want to cut my hair short because you love it. Everything and anything about us I tried to forget. But I failed to forget. I was reminiscing more and more. And I want more about us.
